After an unsuccessfull first attempt to gain admission into UI in 2012, I braced my self up and decided to 'murder' utme come 2013 since I'd need a high score to gain admission to study medicine.
2013 came and I'm sure many of us know how the results went. I read to the best of my abilities-so to speak- and wrote the exam that looked like the easiest I had ever done only to score a little above 200 in the exam. I later went on to have considerable scores in pume...
....Now it's 2014 without any admission yet and here is where I find my self now:
- I don't seem to have any passion and interests anymore. Academic work seems to be a burden now as my interests in them seem to be dwindling. I don't have interest in any course if I were to pick jamb form again: it's either the courses pose themselves as being competitive, difficult, without prospects, e.t.c. Boredom everyday. Little/no more inspiration from my environment with parents who nag at the slightest mistakes.....and finally, I'm beginning to dislike myself!
I know I'm not the only one going / to have gone through this, for those that have been in these shoes or are currently in them, What advise can you give me to move out of this rot i find myself in? It's not been easy.
...I'd be grateful for well-meaning comments.
2013 came and I'm sure many of us know how the results went. I read to the best of my abilities-so to speak- and wrote the exam that looked like the easiest I had ever done only to score a little above 200 in the exam. I later went on to have considerable scores in pume...
....Now it's 2014 without any admission yet and here is where I find my self now:
- I don't seem to have any passion and interests anymore. Academic work seems to be a burden now as my interests in them seem to be dwindling. I don't have interest in any course if I were to pick jamb form again: it's either the courses pose themselves as being competitive, difficult, without prospects, e.t.c. Boredom everyday. Little/no more inspiration from my environment with parents who nag at the slightest mistakes.....and finally, I'm beginning to dislike myself!
I know I'm not the only one going / to have gone through this, for those that have been in these shoes or are currently in them, What advise can you give me to move out of this rot i find myself in? It's not been easy.
...I'd be grateful for well-meaning comments.
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